“I guess I have to work on my bitachon.”
Perhaps the following will help:
Leiby was named after his grandfather, also named Yehuda but known as Leiby. Reb Leiby survived the war along with 2 of his sisters; the rest of his immediate family perished.
Reb Leiby would say that he was so SORRY that he wasn’t able to die AL KIDDUSH HASHEM…what a madrega.
Little Leiby was named after him…