Happiest- i think that usually when ppl say they care, they mean it. but maybe they just don’t know how to go further. you say ppl get frustrated with you and don’t really understand – well maybe the frustration is because they don’t really understand – which is something they can’t help, since they are not experiencing what you are. they probably want to help but don’t know how.
i’m sorry you’re feeling this way. i really hope you feel better soon. i don’t know you personally but yes – I CARE!