Retzicha is not just “any” aveirah. You can’t just read a sefer and say ok i’m doing teshuvah. I suggest to go to not just a local orthodox rabbi but rather to an accepted godol such as a rosh yeshiva, mashgiach, chasidish rebbe. and go to the top in each category. Like Rav Moshe Wolfson or Rav Matisyahu Solomon. However if you’re just interested as an intellectual exercise, then you can see what various seforim say about it.
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