Hi,
It sounds like you would like help with something but are not comfortable talking to your parents about the issue.
If that is so, why don’t you just tell them that.
I.e. ‘there is something that is bothering me/ that I’m worried about, and I’d like to talk to a professional about- can you help me (literally and financially) find someone confidential to talk to?’
If you go to the website of relief (reliefhelp.org) you will find their contact info and you (or your parents) can call and ask for a referral. They are completely confidential and can tell you which therapists take insurance or have a sliding scale fee schedule.
If your parents can’t/won’t help you, don’t be afraid to call Relief on your own, if this is something important, you should take care of it now, before it becomes something bigger…. and if it turns out to be nothing, then you’ll be able to relax and not worry about it anymore.
Hatslacha!