MP- you are an amazing person!!! Every time i read any of your posts I always learn so much from them and my respect for you keeps on growing. I am so happy the CR made it possible for me to “meet you” / learn from you. like other posters said- we are all here for you. letting it out must have been hard, but it’s really good to express your feelings and thoughts.
your wife is going to be one lucky girl.
chodesh tov everyone.