Happiest: Hang in there! Sometimes the going is tough, but sounds like you have a support system for yourself.
I have someone close to me who is clinically depressed and takes meds for it. Maybe your doctor can adjust your medication? Or try a different one? Everyone’s body chemistry is different and some medicines work for one but not another. Or if you just started your medicine it might take time for your body to adjust.
Hope that is helpful!
I wish you only the best. A freilichen chanuka! 🙂