Honestly, I’m not strong because if I was then I’d call my therapist and tell her about my severe issues that I’m having but I’m to scared to do so:(
happiest: Don’t keep it within yourself, call your therapist and them her what’s bothering you. Seeing a good therapist everything eventually will come out, so why wait till it comes out from the back door… Discussing it with her will help you take the load off your shoulders plus come up with some solution how to avoid/solve the problem! True you need the chizuk right now in every which way possible, but having this on your shoulder will definitely be a stumbling block to making you stronger! Just keep in mind, you’ve come this far – that means you are very capable, besides the fact that you are a strong person!!! Be strong, you can do it!!!