Mischief: Firstly, I think it’s ur negative way of thinking that was a great cause of ur depression, not vice versa. Secondly:THERE IS NO, AND I MEAN ABSOLUTELY NO SUCH A THING AS LIVING A BLISSFULL LIFE!!!! I KNOW that this is what you think, cuz I thought exactly the same! I was absolutely positive that I’m the only one suffering. Life is GOOD, it’s HAPPY, it’s even glorious, BUT THINGS DON’T ALWAYS HAPPEN THE WAY YOU WANTED THEM TO!!!!! It all boils down to the same thing: Change ur attitude. I’m not trying to preach or to tell you what to do. It’s just that it hurts me that there are so many ppl out there who are going through what I did! Also, if you think ur really depressed, I’m afraid books aren’t enough. Oh, I forgot to mention a CRUCIAL point: PLEASE PLEASE NOTIFY YOUR PARENTS THAT UR HAVING A HARD TIME. (Unless they are mentally ill C”V)They want what’s best for you. DON’T think it’s ur friend who’ll help you out with this. Been there,done that. Disaster! Don’t try it! I never confided in my parents, but when things spiraled outta control, my mom really helped me out. I’m very close with my mother now. I share everything with her. There’s nothing like support from parents. HATZLACHA RABBA!!!!HOPE U FEEL BETTER!!!!
Kapusta: Couldn’t agree more!