Kapusta-Its good to know SOMEONE understands! Anyone who was never in the situation can’t and that’s why everyone tells me I’m cruel.
A huge thank you to everyone!
Cruel? I think accusing someone is stupid and often wont help things but that one just doesn’t make any sense. First, there is nothing wrong with you, second, there is nothing wrong with you third, there is nothing wrong with you. And it is not a hopeless case.
I would really love to help you any way I can. I’m not sure what exactly I can do (other than understanding you and where you’re coming from) but if theres anything, even just listening, say the word. I did keep you in mind in my davening earlier, and will bl”n continue to do so until you let us know some good news IY”H. Depression gets a bad rap as someone not being able to deal with things, and that can be the case but not always and in this case I’m guessing its very far from the truth.
Please define what you mean by doctor.
I really believe that things not only can, but will IY”H get better for you very soon. The very fact that you bothered writing anything is already a big step in the right direction.
Hang in there. 🙂