Reply To: Doing Chesed With Mentchlichkeit

a mamin

Thanks for your reply. I had a feeling it never goes away. I too find tremendous comfort in talking to Hashem and I’m grateful that I feel that connection, it makes this whole experience bearable when it really isn’t.

I guess it’s just that even if I’m able to deal with my fears/stress/sadness, it takes so much emotional energy to do so, and I find myself feeling exhausted and emotionally drained all the time. Like I can get to that point where I can calm down and stop worrying or being scared but that whole Emunah workout takes a lot of koach out of me. Anyways, just putting my thoughts out there…I know it’s part of the package deal, I’m sure I’ll be ok. Always am 🙂

Thanks again for sharing.

May Hashem bentch us and our families with good health always.