Wow Aries, the last 3 posts you wrote above here are really significant thoughts on this topic, you know what you’re talking about. Thanks for that.
Goq- thank you for acknowledging me and my story I shared.
Dito thanks to mmseeker, it felt so good what you wrote, I was thiking of printing it and carrying it around with me in my pocket.
And don’t worry guys, I love Hashem and the Torah! I was just on my way home now tonight, and passing all the yiddisher steiblach in my chassidishe neighborhood and I got tears in my eyes seeing every lit menorah in the windows, with yidden sitting with a sefer in front of it, I realized “this is what the amalek and Nazi Monsters yemach shmo tried to destroy and B”H couldnt’.