Itzik,
You are most definitely not different from people who believe in H-shem.
Those who have emuna are as varied a bunch as you will find anywhere in the world.
-there are Chasidim whose speech and thought are in Yiddish, and whose world revolves around their chassidus.
-there is the suave and polished businessman who effortlessly blends in with his WASPy business associates.
-there are those who have been professionally trained to debunk missionaries and therefore know much more of other religions than the average Jew does.
Based on the level of knowledge, sophistication and humor in previous posts, you are very worldly-wise and capable of fitting in with the secular world.
You have the smarts and experience to do a lot of good.
You can no more disassociate yourself from your Jewishness than you can from your humanity.
I wish you much hatzlocha.