Itzik,
What kind of answer are you looking for…
I have some connections at Creedmor Psychiatric
Seriously, life is very tough.
There is so much tzar, we need yeshuos desperately. D-E-S-P-A-R-A-T-E-L-Y!!
Some of us are at the end of the rope.
But distancing oneself from the source of all good is the last thing to do in such a matziv. You know it. I know it. We all know it! It’s just a test- that’s all.
This is exactly WHO and what we’re here for.
You passed so many tests till now- pat yourself on the back.
Don’t give up now.
Every- single- solitary- neshoma- in- Klal- Yisroel- is- very- very- precious!
Yours especially so. Hashem only tests those that he truly loves.