You must have a good dose of israeli blood in you…;)
don’t worry, just relax. your impatiency comes from stress and anxiety as someone I think already pointed out.. have emuna everything will fall into place when it’s suposed to fall into place.. by being impatient it shows that Emuna is sth you need to work on. hashem runs the world and decides when things should happen. you are frustrated since you want it to happen when you want it. However hashem knows what’s best so take my advice and trust in Him.. In everything, even with the small things… remember all small things lead up to big things. nothing that happens is small since it’s all part in parcel of the entire picture, every little bit is important. appreciate life and embrace it with gratitude and love. If you do this you’ll go far.