Nechomah- what i needed was someone who i could talk to, about diffrent things in my life, and to just know that i could if i wanted to! I had that but then she didnt want anything to do with me, she stopped, i felt so hurt from her besides the taunting from my peers(they new of the relashenship)!! My mother actually doesnt understand the stuff I am feeling( didnt grow up frum) and she has a lot on her own plate right now! i do admire a certain writer but that doesnt help so much, i feel i need to vent, but i dont have anyone:( we already have chesed, and a shmeras halashon programs from school, but that isnt fun! Fun is being able to do a dance thing, or have a sports but we cant because NOT TZNIUS! i am not chas veshalom saying tznius is bad, but makes things difficult sometimes!!
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