The Wolf -“Why should I see a therapist. A therapist can help someone who is good who believes he’s evil. I, on the other hand, am hopelessly and irrevocably bad. I’ve been told by educators and others in positions of authority that there is nothing redeemable about me. Far be it from me to disagree with any of these gedolim. I’ve been told that even when I try to do right, I do wrong. I’m simply living up to the mandate that was imposed on me.”
I don’t know you -so I can’t judge you up whether you really are a bad guy. But let me take you at your word -that you are. Even so you should seek mental help because perhaps the reason that you are bad is because of a mental illness. So you might have OCD or a personality disorder such as Antisocial PD or Borderline PD (BPD), that is triggering your bad behavior.
If the therapist finds none of the above, then you can claim that there is No Refuah for your Maclah. I personally don’t believe that you really think so low of yourself, just you’re using the Rosho claim not to have to answer to anybody about your behavior.