Goq, I feel so sad for what you’ve gone through, but seeing how you continue to make the most of what you were given, and how you were able to write this out to your brothers, takes incredible strength that most people don’t even come close to having. And that gives all of us inspiration. So thank you for writing this, and may things only get better and better for you.
I’ve said this recently, but I feel I can say it again: G-d tests the people He loves. And there is no question in my mind that He loves you very dearly.