Reply To: girls lighting

goq, that’s the problem! i don’t know why i feel this way but i only feel like this towards this one mitzvah. B”H i have only happy memories of chanuka. i don’t know why i’m having such ambivalent feelings about lighting this year. when i went to sem and was boarding, i don’t think i lit bit when i went to my cousins in chicago for shabbos chanukah… oh great now i don’t remember if i lit there or not. but i remember in sem like it wasnt chanuka cuz i didn’t light. uuurrrrr now i feel like i’m going to start crying cuz i’m so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!