Hello again MorahR! “Don’t worry I’m not a monster”!! I, for one, don’t think anybody thought you’re a monster. Just new parents trying to find your way through the maze of sleepless nights and endless, often contradictory advice. Now it’s CIO, in a few years there will IY”H be other issues cropping up leaving you befuddled. Sounds to me like you love and adore your little boy and chances are he knows it already. So you already have the most important part of the recipe simmering deliciously.
Have a restful Shabbos!
And don’t forget to post in 20 years and let us all know how things turned out!