sadly, i can relate to parts of what your saying. And letting it just continue as is is not a good idea. If a ‘mentor’ can drop someone… Yoish. Find a new, better mentor please. Regardless of your mothers comments, you should still try to spend time away from home. She’s just insulted in her low self-esteem and expressing it in the way she knows best- hurting or insulting others. Do you have any friends from school? Can you go to a brother? A mentor, a psychologist or social worker, a rav or rebbetzin. Its my best advice, and the sooner the better. You can also call one of the many jewish help-lines just to vent, for advice, for suggestions, for help. You can remain anonymous, so it’s worth trying. It’s hardest to go through things alone. And i wish noone had to go through what your going through. Keep davening for changes and help, and keep strong.
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