Reply To: Going back to work

Thanks for your responses. So I honestly can’t imagine feeling as you too, but good for you for admitting how you feel and doing what’s best for you. I never find that I’m bored, ever. We do so much bH I am happy that I feel like I have given him a great first year of life. I also sympathize, my son doesn’t cry or fuss ever. Unless he’s exhausted and its way past his bed time, or gets a boo-boo, never. He turned 1 two weeks ago and the only time he has ever thrown a “fit” was last night because we were in the car coming home from somewhere at 10pm and he lost it when we got back. I also have him sleeping in my bed, not sure if that makes a difference. He slept in his crib in my room until 6 months beautifully, when we moved it to his own room he just couldn’t adapt and I refused to let him cry it out, so he’s been with me ever since. It’s good because he still likes to nurse during the night once or twice. All I can say is, I wish I could make a Parnassa taking care if him and being with him always. I worked for a few years full time, 2 of them I either full time and taught at night as well, I’m not lazy it’s not like I don’t want to work because I want to hang out. No! I genuinely want to be with my son and not let him be in the care of a stranger who doesn’t love him like I do and who literally wouldn’t take a bullet for him as I would. Ah.