No rebellion against Hashem R’L. It is a moot question really. It is wonderful being a Jew and keeping the Torah. But it is also a great responsibility. Im really saying there is an Omek Hadin. Yiddishkeit isn’t warm fuzzies. Just read thru the yamim hanoraim machzor.
We do mitzvos and stay away from aveiros because as Yidden this is our job. There is no mitzva to volunteer for this. In fact beis din tries there best to disuade potential geirim from joining. Yes we have teshuva and Torah learning. gevaldik. If your teshuva isnt accepted by Hashem. If there isn’t the purest of teshuvah…then there is gehinom. Mishpotecha t’hom raba.
Nothing more to say. I am done with this discussion.