Don’t obsess. You can do teshuva – it is Hashem’s gift to us – feeling like it can’t be so easy and I will never be able to rectify this sin is just self defeating and will get you down. Think of those feelings as rebellion against Hashem’s wonderful gift. Just try to do the mitzvoth with a happy heart, rejoice that you have found the true way back. Pray that Hashem helps you to do true teshuva and that Hashem sends you the opportunity to do Chesed, for Chesed is an antidote to severe punishments. Wishing you all the best.
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