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You are welcome. You should know that the internet as a whole is not a good place for people contemplating suicide chas veshalom. You can google about suicide and internet if you wish. You need to find things that make you happy and make you feel good about yourself. Wasting time on the net doesnt make one feel better in most cases…
I would like to add that many people think that life is supposed to be easy and thats why they get so upset when its not. The Lubavitcher Rebbe said that life isnt fair. It wasnt meant to be. Everyone is here for a reason and everyone is given different challenges that will bring out the best in them. I cant have your challenges because they arent tailor made for me to bring out the best in me. Hashem doesnt make mistakes. He created you with the life setting you need to become great. Furthermore he created you with the personality and tools that will enable you to overcome your challenges to bring out your inner greatness. Don’t stop davening and dont stop believing in yourself. You are great and you have infinite potential inside of you. Push yourself to accomplish great things.