Goq, don’t say that!!! You are caring, lovable, sweet and add so much here. Some people are feel so bad about themselves, they lower others to feel better. But you should know YOU ARE AWESOME! Dont listen to anyone else ok, tell yourself that you are wanted in life, needed, you have a purpose, Hashem loves you and created you in his image, and anyone who puts you down, is like putting the image of Hashem down.
Im sorry you feel so bad, Im sorry things arent good by you, but dont worry, everything in the world is temporary, so thinks wont be bad all the time!
Keep smilin 😉