i’m back! too tempting…… and i hope i’ll only do good stuff here…
art-of-moi, i wish i can give you my phone number, and speak to you face to face. i know what you’re going through, i’ve been there, done that. stay strong! keep your chin up! create stepping stones out of your stumbling blocks.
i teach girls your age, so i really do understand where you are coming from. you can ask the mods for my email…..
and daven, it always works!
also, keep looking out for proofs of how hashme loves you, because he’s your father too. when things go tough, straighten your back and think how your father in heaven is doing this because he truly loves you.
one little example of when i make t a point to see his love,
i was once shopping and wanted to get a new lipstick, and th mac one that i wanted was 25$ and i could not afford it at that time. (men, warning:next sentence might make you snort. )
but it was something that i really wanted and felt would make me happy. i was really upset not to get it and was upset the whole afternoon. (i was also upset because my dad is well able to afford it but chose to ignore my existence when i needed him..)
later that day, i was in another store and bought a bag of candy and when i came home, i saw it was open. so i went back to return it, and they asked to see my receipt. when i gave it to them i noticed on the back it had a coupon for a few free lipstick, the exact one that i wanted….
look for it and you’ll find so many hugs that he keeps sending you in all different ways…
and one more thing, “life is like a roller coaster, it has its ups and downs, but, its your choice to scream or enjoy the ride”
and, “i am grateful to the difficult people in my life, they have shown me how i don’t want to be”