I brought sources and reasoning, and you merely restated your opinion.
Your inability to separate your own viewpoint from that of the Torah does not make full time learning a chillul Hashem.
You are not smarter, more reasoned, or better informed than the Kessef Mishneh or Igros Moshe. Humility has an important place in Judaism.
Not spouting what the Gemara calls apikorsus also has an important place in Judaism.