It may be too late to help us with this Shabbos, but remember that there will still be one after that and then after THAT.
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In other words, you have no intention to better your lot and no emunah that Hashem could make it better. You’d rather make us feel guilty about our tzedoko choices than do something so you don’t need to resort to schnorring.
This is the attitude that shines through all of your posts. No one owes you anything. In my case, I have to worry about aniyei ircho kodem and aniyei E”Y long before I even think about giving to an individual who is physically able to support himself and who lives in a place where there is a safety net.
You need more money? Sweep floors, take out garbage and save merchants in your area the shame and risk of hiring illegal aliens.