Blabla,
I am reading the pain in your words above
Know that the readers here are sending much love
I know that you’re feeling much pain right now
But know that in due time this will pass somehow
You write your post so eloquently
You exhibit good qualities so poignantly
For despite the deep pain that you feel
And even though you feel like a fifth wheel
You look up for guidance from the One Above
Who no doubt looks at His child with abounding love
He wants the absolute best for you
And growing pains is what you describe & need to go through
Just know that at the end of this whole process
You will know WHO YOU ARE and achieve personal success
In the meantime, you write that you feel all alone
Try then to pick up a tehillim or get to the phone
Just be careful of your negative self-talk that you do
It is something that can depress & paralyze you
Just as you wouldn’t put a treif item to your lips
Don’t allow negative, destructive thoughts, even in drips
When you feel yourself putting yourself down
Know it’s a treif thought that causes a sad frown
Don’t allow a morsel of tarfus into your mind
You will then not feel so undermined.
Catch yourself doing something nice
Write what you’re grateful for, not once, but twice
Keep paper nearby to catch every word
And you’ll soon see-you’re not anyone’s nerd!
Keep seeing the glass as half full
Retrain your brain to see what’s plentiful
With flying colors you’ll surely pass this test
We’re rooting for you, & we wish you all the best!