K another depressing one (I got permission LOL)
I wish…
I wish i can die
I wish I can live
I wish I can take
I wish I can give.
I wish I can be happy,
I wish i can cry
I wish I wouldn’t live
my entire life to die.
I count down the days
until the time I won’t be here
I just wish it would come faster,
I wish it was near.
Ashamed, embarrassed,
I can’t face the world,
I’m confused, I’m lost
my thoughts are so twirled.
I wish I can end it
to cease to exhist,
these thoughts penetrate,
they seem to persist.
I can’t hold on anymore,
I’m killing myself now,
I have just one problem,
without getting caught I don’t know how.
As you can tell I haven’t been doing very well…hopefully soon I’ll have more positive ones. 🙁