By the drive to OD
I’m overtaken,
to deprive myself of food,
a call to awaken
I want to be noticed
i was to be recognized
if anyone cares for me
I’d be surprised.
I feel so dead,
I feel so down,
i struggle to remain alive
in the agony i drown
My eating is insane,
i binge and I purge,
to end all the misery
i have such a strong urge.
the suffering the pain
a life of insanity
I must be skinny in a world,
that’s so obsessed with vanity
I don’t know anything
I’m lost and confused,
I feel beaten, torn,
tortured and used.