Void, empty,
hollow inside
My dreams have fled,
my hopes have died
Existence seems
to simply lack reason
Life’s just passing
along with each season
For me there’s no life,
no hope, no good fate
All is gone,
never will I celebrate
The hurt is so much
no one should ever bear
What’s to life,
why should I care?
I weep all night, for death I long
I want to be free, to burst out in song.
My eyes well tears for a future that’s lost
I’ll mourn until my emotions exhaust
But each and every day
I ask Hashem to give me hope
to strengthen me enough
so that I can cope
Give me the wisdom
to help me see
The good that one day
I just might be.
I’m so suicidal lately 🙁
AGAIN, MODS CAN YOU PLEASE GET ME IN TOUCH WITH MINYAN GAL?!