I’m stuck and confused,
pained and alone,
physically and mentally,
sick to the bone.
Don’t know who I am,
don’t know what I fear,
I’m a total failure,
i can’t even care.
Suicide’s my answer
Death is on my team,
The world’s against me,
what else can I scream?
Who even cares about me?
who’s not my foe?
who really knows
all my worries and woes?
in a cloud of darkness,
grief, pain, anguish,
death is my answer
my only wish.
Life seems hopeless,
It can’t get any worse,
yet every time it does,
its just like a curse.
my pillow’s soaked,
each tear is dripping,
one notch lower,
I keep on dipping.
I’m trying to save myself,
of sorrow I dodge,
can’t detach from pain,
i just can’t dislodge.