WOW–
Let me understand this clearly; you’re willing to speak with family, friends, rabbonim, therapists, and perfect strangers on this board, but you’re not willing to speak to a psychiatrist? This is logical?
In a previous post you said that your son didn’t have a manic episode and therefore cannot be diagnosed with bipolar disorder. There are many forms of the illness and in Bipolar disorder type2, patients exhibits little or no signs of mania. You obviously have a limited understanding of this condition. If you are desparate as you contend, why won’t you explore all avenues?