w.o.w. – sorry for having to come to a halt, but what I’m offering you is more than a theory or simple advice. It is a method that requires complete concentration and strict adherence. It cannot and will not work in an environment where every other post takes you out of focus or waters you down.
Even the MODERATOR completely doused my words and utterly reduced months of sincere outpouring of feelings to “chat room” bantering. Which is basically what this is and exactly why this won’t work.
Believe me, I would LOVE to help you but this is definitely not the place.
My advice to you is to contact Avi Fishoff, it can’t be that difficult to reach him. He CAN save your life and your son’s life.