ames
You are probably a very nice person
but you don’t get to be a Moderator by asking nicely
First visit one of the major moderating Universities, i would recommend EMU, talk to some of the students, some of the professors, audit a class or two. See if you are cut out for the life of a Moderator. The rewards are many, but so is the hard work and even tears.
By the way do you know your IQ, if its not at least 125 don’t even consider applying.