Reply To: Touchy Subject Support Group

Cookie, Thank u. Iv been meaning to apologize to u the whole day today. I dont usually get like that, but last night was the most upset Iv been in a long time and I really needed to let it out. When I outrightedly said I was angry, that may not have been the time to give me advice, But still Im sorry I got sharp with u. Not usually my style.

It bothers me that ppl think Iv been attacking my ex. Iv always been very concientious about Loshon Horah- even when I was hurting and that is something very hard to do. Re-read my origionall outburst.I do think I deserve credit. Attacking was completely NOT my intention. I didnt want to attack at all! Not my ex and not even my cousin!! And I dont think thats what I did. My intention was to vent on an annonymus forum in order to get support 4 ME. Wasnt focussing on anyone else!! I know there is a risk ppl could figure out who I am, but I assumed venting was going to happen- better here, then to a hundred ppl who definately know me and my ex and my fam!

Im also sorry I gave away details. When that upset, its hard not to feel provoked by Grandma. 😉