OK I’ll give in and just say it: I am depressed and thats why i keep checking the Depressed-I need help! thread cuz I’m in a similar situation. Now I’m just davening that nobody knows who I am cuz if they do…I’m gonna be super embarrassed.
I can’t exactly change my attitude. Depression is what makes you think negatively. I’m totally stuck. It follows me around everywhere. I can’t even enjoy h.s. cuz I’m in this horrific depression. Now every other hardship [2 many of them:(] that I have seems much worse because of my negativity. It’s all plain torture.
** and anyone who did figure me out tell me at least**