ames: those thought really got me thinking-even at this insane hour(it’s almost 4am!!!)
here’s a deep thought that’s been on my mind, since recently going to a levaya:
i keep thinking, of what hespadim at my levaya would be like!!! what would people say about me?? did i do anything great that people would have to say about me?? chossodim i did?? mitzvos that i did?? was i the best jew i could have been?? would they remember the good things i did in my life?? or would they just go on & on about how great my family is as a whole??
then all i start thinking of is all the time i wasted, when i really could have been a better eved Hashem!!!
ok i’m done rambling here for now!!! i’ll go find my bed!!!