Reply To: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong)

Come sleepover at me????? Lol

Have any friends out of town? Pretend you miss tgem and get them to invite you for a weekend, its the best!

That must be SO crazy, I cant say I completely know how you feel, but drowning out the fighting/cursing /abusing parents with music, I SOOOO can relate!!!! I wish I could give out advice like OurTorah, but Hey, Im going through similar stuff, just not that magnitude BARUCH HASHEM, + plenty of other stuff I dont wish upon anybody and Im only your age.

But if you share your burden with me, I promis not to get overwhelmed. On Shabbos I burst out cring and just cried all Mincha for you……I dont understand why there cant be a list to not only daven for sick people, but also people like us whom Baruch Hashem arent sick, but still need Tefillos.

Plus there are 1 or 2 people here who know my identity, sorry to be vague about some stuff.

But maybe we’ll dorm together in seminary in like 3 years or something….lol, I wish, we’ll happen to see each other posting and be like “OMG, NOW WAY!!!” Then we’ll give each other a big hug and…..sorry, the point Im trying to say WAS…

That maybe if you cant tell EVERYTHING find someone to tell just a few of the little things, thats what I do currently, B”H I have 1 friend I can trust but Im not willing to trust anyone again so all she knows is that Im going through ALOT but not what im going through, and she just tells me she is there for me and talks about Hashem and how he loves me and if my life is so hard Im gonna get lots of Schar in Olam Haba and that im holier than her (not like holey, i mean holy) if my tests are harder…blah blah blah….

She’s really great, I know she would have TONZ to say to you…..maybe Ill ask her what she would say and post it up for you! 🙂

Just remember that If HaShem gave you this test, you have the tools to cope, Hashem handmade this test for you, remember that he cares for you, he really does. Use this test as a chance to get closer to HaShem…and

OMG my friend just told me about this book that I should read……and from what she said it would be perfect for you, Ill get you the title and author ASAP, kay?

You can always vent here, its glad to know we are all poetry writers (me, u, and streekgeek)

we should meet one day….in olam habah I guess.

BTW keeping a diary is like THE best thing ever!!!!!!! And if you like music so much, take your poems and turn them into songs, or start writing songs, and whenever you r down you can sing them. It RLLY WORKS!!!!!

Im davening for you! Make sure to tell us what is going on!!!!!!!