Shopping- Have you ever spilled your life story here? I’ve never seen it… I guess the mods are really fast! Thanks for pointing out that I shouldn’t be embarassed abt crying during davening. I’m usually not like that, but I guess I just want to look normal after everything that happened withmy dad. I just want them to forget about it and think of me as a typical high cchooler! Which is prbly not going to happen… Look, at least I’m trying!
OURtorah- The last time I tried doing that the person told everyone. Please stop posting stories or I will just delete the post. -127 I don’t want t o try again. I want to…. I dunno. I just want to wake up one bright morning and find that all my symptoms have disappeared. Whatevs….
mod 29 is so cute! He/She’s great at coming up with subtitles!
streek- THANK YOU for that post! I’ve been really worried lately about just the stuff you were saying- not being able to stop thinking about that stuff. I hope it’ll all go away by the time I’m your age. It’s not so much the images I remember, it’s the stories- I feel like they’ll be in my brain forever… And I always think of them at the worst times! During davening, on Shabbos, while giving a shiur in camp on the parsha… It’s awful! I heard a shiur by I think R’ Wallerstein, x sure, in which the speaker said that the soton doesn’t want you to be a ble to bring kedusha into the world and so whenever you are, he brings bad thoughts to your mind. If the person he’s distracting has a history with the internet, then it’s really easy for him to stop us! He just makes us think of the stuff we’ve seen and done and then we lose hope and stop bringing kedusha into the world. That shiur really helped me! I really admire you for having the strength to break outa your habit. By me it was more of an addiction than a habit, dunno about you. It seems I used the dark side of the internet to escape my issues instead of facing them… But B”H Hashem gave me the courage to stop. Life is harder without the constant distraction but it was def worth it.