Ellie7

I think you are right that there isn’t a lot of resources and people to speak to if there is a frum girl struggling with this–it is still an issue that is being swept under the rug. I would advise you to consider a creative outlet that could give you a chance to shine among your peers and to give yourself time to connect to your feelings, like by listening to music. Connect to the loneliness of not having someone to talk to who can guide you and understand you, while empowering yourself by getting good at a certain skill, like painting, creative writing, singing, dancing, graphic design…this will help you to feel seen despite the loneliness, and connect to how it is such a big need for you and validate that.