the pain
it wont go away
I close my eyes ,I feel it
I see it , I taste it
make it stop
make the pain stop
the tears run freely
tear after tear
why did you die
the guilt
why did you leave
I close my eyes
and I can see you
I can still hear your voice
I can smell you
I just want to see you one more time
I want to talk to you
I have so many questions
are you ok?
I’m not its so hard
I have so much to tell you
so much to share with you
would you be proud of me?
the guilt
if I knew now what I knew then
would things have been differently?
I’m so sorry
forgive me , please please forgive me