my friend
the one who was always there for me
the one I shared so much with
I laughed and cried with
you taught me so much
how to be strong,
how to give to another,
how to care and live and laugh
how to love,
my friend you are in so much pain
I cry with you ,
I cry for you
you don’t need me as a friend anymore…
as you have another
one that covers up your pain,
one that makes you numb
you don’t feel anything any longer,
not laughter ,
not sadness
you don’t see your kids smiles
I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do
I love you,
I wish you loved you ,too