MICKYNUTSACK

It seems to me that you are in a very serious perdicament. I would suggest that you walk around blindfolded but this will not suffice due to the accidental peak that would send you into a world of trouble. To me your only option is to gouge out your eyes to protect yourself from ever seeing something so horrific. You seem like a God fearing person so this is a small price to pay for such a great reward.